i hate when i don't have enough to do while i'm at work. i mean, i feel guilty, and angry at the same time. i went into this field to stimulate my mind. i thought that being a programmer meant that i would constantly be learning something new, like when i was in school. it's almost been a year now, and i've been pretty much doing the same thing since i started (and using knowledge already acquired in school). wasting time, copy and pasting code for a piece of software that i still barely get the concept of. maybe i'm just unaware of what i've absorbed so far. i just feel like there should me more to this. i don’t want to lose my passion for things.